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Thursday, December 22, 2011

LARA LAGI


hanya sampai di sini saja 
kisah cinta kita berdua 
tiada daya selamanya terhenti di sini 


biar ku pujuk hati ini 
merawat  rindu ku sendiri 
setelah aku kau lukai 


sedangkan kau tahu kasihku hanyalah untuk mu 
tiada lain dalam diri ku 
takkan berubah walau dipisah laut biru 


cinta aku hanyalah untuk mu 
tak pernah goyah , tak pernah jemu 
takkan terpadam dalam hati ku 
yang milikmu 
percayalah 


mungkin sudah suratan kita 
terpisah sebegini saja 
pasti di suatu hari nanti 
ku jejak bahagia 


Wednesday, December 21, 2011

EVERY DAY

I STILL CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST 
NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT HURT 


to tired to HOLD ON 
to IN LOVE to let go
pretend to be okay without you but the truth is im dying inside without you 
keep waiting you everyday 
i hate myself for still waiting for you . 

"between now & then till i see you again "
i'll be loving you 

love , 
ME 


Tuesday, December 20, 2011

I REALLY WANT TO BE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW

AM I NOT
GOOD ENOUGH 
FOR YOU ?


FIRST MONTH 
move on is the hardest part that i must go through out alone .
i never thought i'd love you so much .

for sake God  i just wanted to be your last . 


SECOND MONTH
i was thingking that i got my right love at the wrong time .

you told me , you'll love me forever . tell me how long is FOREVER to you ?


THIRD MONTH 
"HEART FOR SALE"
 look at him , like he the only one you see . 
since you went away my heart breaks everyday . 


4th MONTH 
i should never fight with my own feelings 
because im not strong enough to face all this shit alone 


5th MONTH 
find way how to cool down .
" HOLD ON "
God knews what HE's doing 

6th MONTH 
and in the end , you'll be mine . 
you just wait ...
"SMS"
Seriously Missing Someone 


7th MONTH 
NEVER. LOSE . HOPE 
i'll never say good bye because good bye means going away and
 going away means forgetting .
everything is going to be alright INSYAALAH 






wish list


i wanna hug you as tight as i can before i go far away from you  |and |
please keep me with lots of love in your heart .

dear E , time can heal a broken heart , but time can also break a waiting heart .


dear E , i need to go now 
could you promise me that you'll remind yourself that's its okay to be perfect without me .

let me go , for the rest of my life i'm goin to search for someone just like you . 


i'm sorry dear E . 
love you so much gonna miss you .

lots of love , NIL AINA ADIBAH .

i'll survive

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking
I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
And I grew strong
I learned how to get along
So now you're back
From outer space


I just walked in to find you here
Without the look upon your face
I should have changed my f-ing lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my loving
For someone who's loving me
now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my live to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive